Peace of Mind (An angry conversation with the higher power I believe in)

Peace of Mind (An angry conversation with the higher power I believe in)
(06/10/2003)

Make me believe in you,
Show me something real,
If you say u’r watching over me,
Why do I go through so much trial?

I’ve never asked u anything more,
Than a peace of mind, I’ve always yearned for.
Give it to me now, Give it to me soon,
I can’t go on, my minds been messed up for too long.

Get the hell outa here if you can’t be there,
I don’t need no higher power to tell me I’m wrong.
I can’t take it no more, I need a reason to live for,
Sicka livin for you, with you I’m done.

I’m sorry I’m screaming,
But I’m losing my head,
Make me stop dreaming,
Why d'you go make me feel so dead.

I can’t go livin like this,
Always watching behind my back,
I wear a false smile on my lips,
But on my head’s a heavy sak,

Get da hell outa ur hiding place,
Help me keep that smile on ma face,
Damn the one who created me,
Can’t u see what u’ve turned me outa be,

I’ll crack the codes, I’ll break the laws,
Try stopping me using all your claws,
U’ve had a hold of me for too long,
It’s time for ya to let me go.

Show me something, or I’m gone for good,
I wouldn’t stay even if I could,
I need my life straight and I need it now,
Or I’ll be gone every soon,
Don’t curse me for letting ya down.

(Gobblezygook)

The Angel In Him

The Angel In Him
(03/10/2003) – (Dedicated to someone very special) !!!


That Secret smile,
Those twinkling eyes,
That he tries to hide,
He thinks he’s rough,
He thinks he’s tough,
But nothing can hide the angel in him.

That heart of gold,
That soul so bold,
That he tries to hide,
He calls him self the cast away,
And he can drive my mind astray,
I was blessed, very blessed,
To finally see the angel in him.

To feel what I thought I could never feel,
I felt for this Angel I’ve not clearly seen,
It feels so right but it is so wrong,
But, I’m glad I saw the angel in him.

(Gobblezygook)