tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-171350062024-03-13T06:25:11.151+03:00TrenchThe Unspoken !!!Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-88177940268067411582010-12-11T17:51:00.005+03:002011-01-01T09:33:37.054+03:00The Curse That Turned a Blessing !When you're piss drunk &,<div>your lungs are in flames..<div>That's when you realize,</div><div>Life is a shame......</div><div><br /></div><div>You live for nothing....</div><div>You die for the same...</div></div><div>Little do we realize.. </div><div>This is all a game.</div><div><br /></div><div>I play with you're mind &...</div><div>You play with mine...</div><div>We all want things done...</div><div>Without staying in line...</div><div><br /></div><div>It's my way, my time...</div><div>I need what I need...</div><div>I want what I want...</div><div>"I get things done at a snap of a finger"..</div><div>Is what you wanna flaunt.</div><div><br /></div><div>I tell you this now..</div><div>I tell you this good...</div><div>Though I'll make you regret your every action,</div><div>I will still make you bloom. </div><div><br /></div><div><i>[Written when truly drunk & suddenly everything rhymes with everything] </i></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1174672654785999872007-03-23T21:53:00.000+03:002007-03-23T21:57:34.796+03:00A Timely Distraction<div align="justify"><u>A Timely Distraction</u><br />(10/03/2007)<br />Reason : - In Al Ain, on my bed, with thoughts of him haunting my sleep J<br /><br />He who shattered the silence,<br />He who disturbed my peace,<br />He who made my will to tumble,<br />Tonight doth awake my sleep.<br /><br />He, who’s smile that steals my gaze,<br />His laugh my abyss sweeps,<br />His bounce that sets my heart a leap,<br />And his song that lights my face.<br /><br />I SUPPOSE I’ve fallen in love with him,<br />When all I want to be is not,<br />I pray it to be a mere infatuation,<br />Nothing more than a beautiful illusion,<br />Coz I haven’t a clue how he stole my heart,<br />And all I want is from his clutch for it to depart.<br /><br />In silence I struggle with myself,<br />In solitude I salivate and drool,<br />When in his presence though, I hide my face,<br />Behind a façade of foolproof. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1162907768575213462006-11-07T19:48:00.000+03:002006-11-07T16:56:08.606+03:00Perpetual Love<u>Perpetual Love<br /></u>(07/11/2006)<br /><br />Stray thee not from her,<br />Whose bosom you have tasted,<br />Bound in chains your soul shall be,<br />Until the world is wasted.<br /><br />Let her heart that touched thee,<br />Never be forgotten,<br />If it is so, those tears that fall,<br />Will burn your soul a rotten.<br /><br />May her eyes that lust thee,<br />Forever see thy luster,<br />When both are frail and pulses fail,<br />May you (both) be gone in a cluster. <br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<br /><br />*luster = splendour<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1154959397471033252006-08-07T19:30:00.001+03:002008-04-14T02:54:46.447+03:00End Times<p><u>End Times</u><br />(Some lines inspired by Psalm 129)<br />(07/08/2006)<br /><br />Though my back is cut to ribbons,<br />With their cold and heavy whips,<br />Yet I stand unshaken,<br />Though, shattered are my ribs.<br /><br />Life is getting darker,<br />With every passing day,<br />With compassion and love fading away,<br />And money coming into play.<br /><br />The cows are killed for leather,<br />The elephants for their tusk,<br />There’s no more green in the garden,<br />And the weather is getting hot.<br /><br />The bills are rising higher,<br />But my pay remains the same.<br />I haven’t eaten many a meals,<br />But I’m wearing Levi’s Jeans.<br /><br />The world is coming to an end,<br />Sooner than it’s time,<br />Feels like He's given up on us,<br />And our selfish empty lines.<br /><br />USA looks bold and strong today,<br />But it’ll crumble down one day,<br />Cities burned, people killed,<br />It’s all gonna end someday.<br /><br />Everything seems futile,<br />Like King Solomon once said,<br />Being the man of multitude strengths,<br />I wonder, why he felt what he felt.<br /><br />May be its time we look further,<br />Beyond the icing of this cake,<br />Set our eyes firmly on him,<br />And not on the roaring waves.<br /><br />Futility and darkness,<br />Overtakes us once in while,<br />But set your eyes on the Universe,<br />It’d gladly be your guide. </p><p>(Gobblezygook)</p><div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1153719108015607482006-07-24T10:59:00.000+03:002006-07-24T08:31:48.026+03:00That Ancient Picture of HIM<div align="justify"><u>That Ancient Picture of HIM</u><br />(23/07/2006)<br /><br />There’s a picture of him scratched on her mind,<br />The ink is dark and bold are the lines,<br />Thin sharp jaw and dark lanky frame,<br />Eyes that twinkle putting the stars to shame.<br /><br />She finally knows that He really does exist,<br />But why is he so distant and so far out of reach.<br />Why is he this silent, doesn’t he ever speak !<br />She can’t bear the stillness, her patience’ at it’s peak.<br /><br />She gets to know him a little more each day,<br />Each little detail amazes her beyond mere words could say,<br />Whilst her days are filled with thoughts of him,<br />Little does he know that she even exists !<br /><br />What if she loses him? What will become?<br />Will those tears start running, will that body go numb,<br />Two is company three is a crowd,<br />How can she lose something she never has found? </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">(Gobblezygook)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1144726857915020682006-04-11T06:35:00.000+03:002006-04-11T06:40:57.950+03:00Explosion of a Bleeding Soul<u>Explosion of a Bleeding Soul</u><br />(10/04/2006)<br /><br />It’s been sometime since we spoke…<br />It’s been awhile since we, together felt the rain,<br />Do you even miss me?<br />Tell me…do you? Do you ever, see my face in your dreams,<br />Do you ever? feel me when it gets lonely over there……<br />Have you ever seen through me? Have you…..<br />It feels like you never….<br /><br />My head spins, whenever I hear you voice, It spins…<br />My world keeps crumbling down…<br />Every time you make your way back to me, So don’t…<br />I keep, living and dying and living and dying and dying ,<br />Dying and dying… over and over…again….over and over….<br />Back on my feet and there I crumble….again….<br /><br />Do you see what you’re doing? Do you even realize?<br />It’s a strain to stay alive…..sane…alive… breathing…<br />Blood ain’t always warm…these veins are running dry…..<br />Ever heard me cry? Seen those tears stain my eyes?<br />Loved me, like I did…<br />Love you…Have you ever?<br /><br />I’ve made mistakes, but I’ve apologized,<br />Never hidden my face, behind dark blinds,<br />Walk away, I have nothing to do with you,<br />A coward, I’d rather not know,<br />Love me not……..<br />Walk away<br />Your lil girl, is not me, is not here…<br />Tell me…what’s going on?<br />Tell me….Who are you?<br />What are you?<br />Reveal…..get away…..<br />Before they consume your soul..<br />Walk away…<br />Don’t look this way……<br />Walk away…..<br />It hurts……..<br />Take this pain with you………. <br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1140886031520716842006-02-25T19:44:00.001+03:002008-04-14T03:00:47.492+03:00My Reason<u>My Reason</u> (Based on Psalms 40)<br />(22/02/2006)<br /><br />I remember my yesterday,<br />Paralyzed in darkness I lay,<br />Before you came to me,<br />And whispered that you loved me.<br /><br />You’ve healed me completely,<br />And washed away the impurity,<br />I feel like a newborn baby,<br />Free of the pain of yesterday..<br /><br />Your love has set me free,<br />Set me free to dance for thee.<br />My heart is filled with joy,<br />I’m your humble warrior, Ahoy!<br />Someday soon the world will see,<br />How graciously I can dance for thee.<br /><br />Feelings of obscurity is still raw,<br />Like a shadow, they wait to gnaw,<br />I’m tired of dancing on the wild side,<br />In your loving arms let me reside.<br /><br />Work in me day and night, sweet Universe,<br />Don’t leave my sight, not now, not ever<br />You! And only you, is the reason for living,<br />Be my reason, my strength & my energy till the end of time.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1131478586638086032005-11-09T01:30:00.001+03:002006-01-13T17:01:13.060+03:00Him<u>Him </u><br />(09/11/05)<br /><br />Can a man as good as he,<br />Be ruled by evil lust?<br />Can a man as just as he,<br />Have a core so not like his crust?<br /><br />He’s kind, gentle, strong & sheen,<br />He so looked like the man of my dreams,<br />Alas his head was ruled by lust,<br />I gotta break free, I can’t but I must.<br /><br />His smile haunts me sometimes at night,<br />His gentle ways still hold me tight,<br />But what good a man can he be,<br />If lust a goal maketh he?<br /><br />How come a man is what I want?<br />But ain’t nothing I need?<br />How come a man so full of daunt,<br />Helped me find my soul its feed.<br /><br />How come a heart that seems to care?<br />Did rip a soul to its bare?<br />Heavenly father, plead thee I, to seize away this snare,<br />Coz the last I desire is his kernel to bear. <smirk><br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127732297006900642005-03-17T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T17:00:24.536+03:00My Everything- My All<u>My Everything- My All</u><br />(17/03/2005)<br /><br />The Man of my dreams, my Prince of Peace.<br />My Arabian Knight, my only release,<br />The key to my soul, my life, my all,<br />Don’t walk away, Please ask thy feet to stall.<br /><br />I promise to never treat u wrong,<br />Tell me “Sweet Pirate”, you’ll be my song,<br />My heart bled for you..but too late..you were gone,<br />Come back baby, please come back HOME.<br /><br />Stay here with me, is all I can ask,<br />I got nothing more to offer you than my heart,<br />Like a thief in the night u stole my sleep,<br />Like a pride less hound, I’ll beg you cheap.<br /><br />It hurts to know that I hurt you so,<br />Every time I hurt you, It hurt me more,<br />This poem is silly and simple in your eyes,<br />But, pure and true and not a disguise.<br /><br />I don’t know why I pushed you away,<br />I can’t go on without you,<br />Please come back to stay,<br />I will love you forever come what may.<br /><br />Let me rest in your arms again,<br />Get lost in those eyes again,<br />Kiss thy sweet lips again,<br />Let me be yours again.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127732157444797042004-10-15T13:00:00.000+03:002006-04-11T07:07:56.006+03:00The Typical Scorpio B***h<u>The Typical Scorpio B***h</u> (Trust me. I’m damn proud of it) !!!<br />(15/10/2004)<br /><br />Occult, Magic & Satanism rule my world,<br />Love, Passion. Intensity around me twirls,<br />Painful piercing, chunky metal but never pearls,<br />I am just your average Scorpio Girl.<br /><br />I make, I break, I break what I make,<br />Destructive, Vengeful, Ruthless road of life I take,<br />A Conner by profession to destroy the fake,<br />Its all or nothing in-betweens I hate.<br /><br />I’ve fallen twice in love with the same man,<br />Another Scorpio more elevated than I am,<br />Contentment and peace are something I never had,<br />I represent Anti-Christ, I’m a member of his clan.<br /><br />My mind running on the future whilst my soul in the past,<br />On the impassionate a Blood Red spell I will cast,<br />I dare you to love me; I bet it won’t last,<br />Oh poor you, your heart will end up in a cast.<br /><br />Keep your word or you’ll be made my prey,<br />I destroy my prey a little each day,<br />Torture, torture, until you lifelessly lay-<br />down on my turf and surrender to what I say.<br /><br />It’s my way or the highway or a storm is drawing nigh,<br />I lie low one minute and the next I touch the sky,<br />When I say stay away don’t you keep passing me by,<br />Or I’ll scratch your heart and split your soul-<br />and make you wanna die.<br /><br />Love me tender; love me true, I’ll for ever stay by your side,<br />I’ll be your shining star, your guiding light, even whilst the tides are high,<br />I will not let you down and run around for any other guy,<br />Until you decide to sneak around and keep me running blind.<br /><br />Learn your lessons on “How to love a Scorpio”<br />before you dream of me at night,<br />Or don’t even bother, I wouldn’t consider,<br />I shall bid farewell to your sorry pathetic site.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127732085307166912004-08-23T13:00:00.000+03:002006-04-11T07:05:37.133+03:00Drowning<u>Drowning</u><br />(23/08/2004)<br /><br />The eerie moon is shining in the dark grey sky,<br />Kiss me slow, coz we are alone tonight,<br />Show me your universe, your hidden smile,<br />Make love to me right here, under the moonlight.<br /><br />The world seems peaceful, with you by my side,<br />My mind is at rest, when under your wings I hide,<br />I want the world to see you in my eyes,<br />Search me, I ain’t wearing a disguise.<br /><br />There’s jealousy written all over nature’s face,<br />Whilst I’m locked up in your tender gaze,<br />The dawn is breaking, the nights subtly erased,<br />To the wicked world we now must make our way.<br /><br />Crazy, Crazy our lives have become,<br />Drifting apart has already begun,<br />Forget about what’s been said and done,<br />Let’s shake off these calluses & move on;<br />before the last chance is gone,<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731891191451962004-06-22T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:56:57.210+03:00Hangman<u>Hangman</u> !!! (A result of a suicide attempt)<br />(22/06/2004)<br /><br />The noose, the noose, the heavy noose,<br />I’ve made my decisions, foot loose,<br />Adrenaline rushing and gushing trough my veins,<br />You have no excuse, this is what you paved.<br /><br />I was never good enough for you, I never will be,<br />Your standards are too high, don’t you see,<br />I‘ve tried to be perfect, I‘ve sacrificed my peace of mind,<br />At least now, stop nudging me and stabbing me from behind.<br /><br />Let me grow up, let me go, let me live,<br />I need to catch up on my childhood you have ruined.<br />I can’t even pick up the pieces; they are too shattered and torn,<br />I wish the angel of death upon me, before the break of dawn.<br /><br />A love hidden deep within and not shown is of no use to me,<br />Please don’t take all your frustrations on me,<br />You’ve conquered life, but it’s drenched in strife,<br />Stop stabbing me, it hurts too much, too sharp is that knife.<br /><br />Tell me what you want of me?<br />Are you trying to see the perfect you through me?<br />I cannot give back the life you’ve lost,<br />Don’t clone me, what’s lost is lost.<br /><br />Don’t keep tripping me; I might not be that strong,<br />It’s been a struggle, to crawl, to walk,<br />But I’ll straighten up before long,<br />Tell me, am I a load, a burden to keep?<br />Let me know, I’ll walk away forever,<br />So you can peacefully sleep.<br /><br />Crushed by evil,<br />Living on love,<br />Thoughts of dying,<br />Yet struggling to survive somehow.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127732024006467752004-06-18T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:56:05.576+03:00Free To Go<u>Free To Go</u><br />(18/06/2004)<br /><br />Walk away, you are free to go,<br />Your lame excuses are such a bore,<br />Just leave my heart at the door,<br />You won’t be needing it any more.<br /><br />It ain’t that hard to let you go,<br />I’ll just hide my face and let the tears flow,<br />Over me you chose a whore,<br />Never knew you could stoop so low.<br /><br />Don’t wanna see that puny face,<br />You in my life? Not a trace,<br />I’m over, I’m over, I’m over the craze,<br />Of loving you, it was just a phase.<br /><br />Can she love you like I did?<br />Will she be there through thin and thick?<br />Can she see through you, like me?<br />Why did you choose her over me?<br /><br />Can you answer all my questions?<br />No, they’ll linger in my head,<br />Tell me, have you got any suggestions?<br />Coz it feels like I wanna be dead.<br /><br />I never thought that this would end,<br />Never knew you could be this dense.<br />Outa the lot I thought you were the best,<br />Should have known all men are jests.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731976555735252004-06-06T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:54:44.173+03:00He Loves Me He Loves Me Not<u>He Loves Me He Loves Me Not</u><br />(06/06/2004)<br /><br />He who loves me makes me cry,<br />Why he does that, I don’t know why?<br />I love him, love him, more than my life,<br />Though all he does is fill me with strife.<br /><br />The distance between us is so well kept.<br />My life is filled with his silent zest,<br />All he does is push and shove me away,<br />I just keep wishing for that brighter day.<br /><br />I wanna pack my soul and run for shelter,<br />My overworked brain is running helter skelter,<br />Does he want me to go? Does he want me to stay?<br />I need to know, please tell me I pray.<br /><br />Mixed signals I can’t comprehend,<br />The game he plays just has no end,<br />I’m only human, doesn’t he realize?<br />I’m tired of being penalized.<br /><br />My life, my religion, my strength, my light,<br />The only star I wanna see at night,<br />But there is a limit a woman can take,<br />I’m helpless, all I can do is wait.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731791581573872004-03-22T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:54:05.416+03:00Closure<u>Closure<br /></u>(22/03/2004)<br /><br />I’ve closed the doors,<br />I’ve shut the gates,<br />I’ve left my past behind,<br />I’ve walked far away.<br /><br />I’ll never turn back,<br />I’ll never regret,<br />I’ll never turn around,<br />And find my way back,<br /><br />I’ll bravely look ahead of me,<br />It’s closure, closure, closure indeed,<br />The thoughts of revenge, which were ruling my head,<br />They’ve drowned away and are almost dead.<br /><br />A new day, a new beginning,<br />A bright smile on my face a beaming,<br />My mind at peace, my heart at ease,<br />This is paradise, the world I seek.<br /><br />I’ve forgiven my self for the wrong I did,<br />I bless those who dug my grave.<br />To my past, a humble farewell I bid,<br />I’ve got a future ahead of me to pave.<br /><br />Don’t try to knock me down again,<br />You’ll only cripple yourself in pain,<br />My iron gates are too strong, too heavy,<br />So don’t waste your strength in vain.<br /><br />Adios to my old life, adios to all my pain,<br />Closure, closure, is the name of the game.<br />Don’t give up, play it bold and strong,<br />One day you’ll realize that you’ve finally won.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731729234207382004-03-18T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:53:29.183+03:00Insanity<u>Insanity </u><br />(18/03/2004)<br /><br />I loved you then, I love you still,<br />I never told you & I never will,<br />Lost forever I will be,<br />In my own little world, wild and free.<br /><br />In my eyes, men are toys,<br />But you were never one of em boys,<br />I feared your eyes, your smile, your touch,<br />Your smile so rare, that meant so much.<br /><br />At the height of insanity I ran away,<br />Coz it hurt to see you drift away,<br />In a loveless cycle I got trapped,<br />With my own insanity I got stabbed.<br /><br />I hate you so for ripping my soul,<br />I hate you more for letting me go,<br />Never will I forgive your actions,<br />Do something to stop this crazy attraction.<br /><br />Expensive fantasies, Congo Safaris, I ask for none,<br />Just your intense heart bleeding on my palm,<br />Your mind, making me surrender.<br />Exciting me & showing me wonders.<br /><br />I am the vicious princess Scorpio,<br />That’s all I am to you.<br />Take a second to see through me,<br />Like I see through you.<br />And capture the radiance of what I feel for you.<br /><br />Insanity rises when I hear your voice.<br />I wish you were invisible in my sight,<br />I wish I could seduce you in to my life,<br />But I’ve lost my powers over you,<br />Please HELP, save this dying soul.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731630452325872003-11-04T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:52:57.186+03:00Falling<u>Falling </u><br />(04/11/2003)<br /><br />I’m falling, falling, falling too deep.<br />Slipping and sliding coz the cliff is too steep.<br />What’s at the bottom, I so want to know,<br />The wounds are now scars, but I’m still sacred to go.<br /><br />He’s tripping, he’s tripping, he’s tripping me so,<br />I’m falling and rising afraid to fall and let go,<br />The suspense brewing mixed with hurt, guilt and pride.<br />The language of passion is rusty in my mind,<br /><br />The stupid smile I wear on my face,<br />I hope and pray, that no-body would trace,<br />Nothing is true, nothing is real, it’s all a phase,<br />When this phase is over I’ll be ready to face another new phase,<br />and a brand new day, all over again.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731350372199032003-10-06T13:00:00.001+03:002008-04-14T02:47:42.392+03:00Peace of Mind (An angry conversation with the higher power I believe in)<u>Peace of Mind</u> (An angry conversation with the higher power I believe in)<br />(06/10/2003)<br /><br />Make me believe in you,<br />Show me something real,<br />If you say u’r watching over me,<br />Why do I go through so much trial?<br /><br />I’ve never asked u anything more,<br />Than a peace of mind, I’ve always yearned for.<br />Give it to me now, Give it to me soon,<br />I can’t go on, my minds been messed up for too long.<br /><br />Get the hell outa here if you can’t be there,<br />I don’t need no higher power to tell me I’m wrong.<br />I can’t take it no more, I need a reason to live for,<br />Sicka livin for you, with you I’m done.<br /><br />I’m sorry I’m screaming,<br />But I’m losing my head,<br />Make me stop dreaming,<br />Why d'you go make me feel so dead.<br /><br />I can’t go livin like this,<br />Always watching behind my back,<br />I wear a false smile on my lips,<br />But on my head’s a heavy sak,<br /><br />Get da hell outa ur hiding place,<br />Help me keep that smile on ma face,<br />Damn the one who created me,<br />Can’t u see what u’ve turned me outa be,<br /><br />I’ll crack the codes, I’ll break the laws,<br />Try stopping me using all your claws,<br />U’ve had a hold of me for too long,<br />It’s time for ya to let me go.<br /><br />Show me something, or I’m gone for good,<br />I wouldn’t stay even if I could,<br />I need my life straight and I need it now,<br />Or I’ll be gone every soon,<br />Don’t curse me for letting ya down.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731259693147022003-10-03T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:51:49.686+03:00The Angel In Him<u>The Angel In Him</u><br />(03/10/2003) – (Dedicated to someone very special) !!!<br /><br /><br />That Secret smile,<br />Those twinkling eyes,<br />That he tries to hide,<br />He thinks he’s rough,<br />He thinks he’s tough,<br />But nothing can hide the angel in him.<br /><br />That heart of gold,<br />That soul so bold,<br />That he tries to hide,<br />He calls him self the cast away,<br />And he can drive my mind astray,<br />I was blessed, very blessed,<br />To finally see the angel in him.<br /><br />To feel what I thought I could never feel,<br />I felt for this Angel I’ve not clearly seen,<br />It feels so right but it is so wrong,<br />But, I’m glad I saw the angel in him.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731166678566382003-09-24T13:00:00.000+03:002006-04-11T06:59:39.376+03:00Destruction<u>Destruction</u> !!!<br />(24/09/2003)<br /><br />Thinking, thinking,<br />You’re thinking of me,<br />Beating, beating,<br />Your heart is beating for me.<br /><br />Confused, confused,<br />Your mind is confused,<br />Abused, abused,<br />Your body is abused.<br /><br />Horny, horny,<br />I’m making you feel,<br />Yearning, yearning,<br />Your body may feel.<br /><br />Robbed, robbed,<br />From your peace of mind,<br />Tension, tension,<br />Making you wild.<br /><br />Loosing, loosing,<br />You’re loosing your mind,<br />Craving, craving,<br />But, your taste buds have died.<br /><br />Sweat, sweat,<br />Your body is wet,<br />Slowly, steadily,<br />I’ve taken over your head.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127730524029496432003-09-21T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:50:10.120+03:00Don't Fence Me<u>Don't Fence Me</u><br />(21/09/2003)<br /><br /><br />Don’t fence me,<br />Love me and let me go,<br />Don’t bar me,<br />Love me and let me soar.<br /><br />Hug me,<br />But don’t hold me too tight,<br />Kiss me,<br />Please don’t kiss me good night.<br /><br />Stand the tests I put you through,<br />They maybe harsh, but you’ll get through,<br />I love you now, I hate you next,<br />You may never know what I am, at my best.<br /><br />You are a loser,<br />That’s what I adore,<br />You are a loser,<br />But that just makes me want you more.<br /><br />You still know not what I want?<br />I ain’t asking for much,<br />Not figured out what I need?<br />I ain’t telling you much?<br /><br />Make me beg, make me weak,<br />Freak me, I want you bleak,<br />Be merciless, I’ll tell you why,<br />That’s the only way you can make me high.<br /><br />I’ll call it off once; I’ll call it off twice,<br />You beg me once, you beg me twice,<br />I’ll call it off the third time too,<br />Hold on…don’t give up….this may be the last time.<br /><br />Too late, you’ve decided to let go,<br />Now, you may never know,<br />You may never know ….<br />I may be an angel in disguise.<br /><br />I get what I want; I get what I need,<br />That’s my attitude, I’m the killer bee.<br />If you think you’ve not got that,<br />I’m sorry you’re not worth all that…<br /><br />In this life we live very short,<br />Promises about tomorrow, I may abort.<br />Here and now, take it or leave it,<br />I may not wait for you, to think about it.<br />You can’t fence me, you never will,<br />I’m the wicked sea and not the waters still.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127731540358550812003-09-13T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:49:20.840+03:00The Silent Killer<u>The Silent Killer</u><br />(13/10/2003)<br /><br />The taste of the salty breeze swiping by,<br />The darkness creeping around me, the night is drawing nigh,<br />My feet dig deep in to the sand with every step I take,<br />My heart is pounding hard against my ribs, with every minute I wait.<br /><br />The tri-couloured ocean, green, blue and brown,<br />The bloodcurdling feeling as the sun goes down,<br />I hate the dark, I hate the night,<br />I hate the loneliness, I feel inside.<br /><br />My aimless walk, my empty gaze,<br />None would see, none would see.<br />My shrinking bones, my pale dark skin,<br />Goes un-noticed, none had seen.<br /><br />It’s eating me raw, It’s sucking me whole,<br />I can feel myself drift, to a deep black hole,<br />It’s holding my hand, and taking me slow,<br />To the end of my voyage, six feet low.<br /><br />I can’t watch my own slow and painful death,<br />I don’t want to feel my very last breath,<br />Guess it’s time to take the fate in to my hands,<br />Its time to poke hot drugs deep in to my glands.<br /><br />I can feel them slide down my fragile throat, one by one.<br />My feelings which were numb for so long feels even numb,<br />The taste of blood stinging in my mouth every time I puke,<br />I‘d not taste them any more when this sickening life I rebuke.<br />Don’t try to comprehend me any more, it ain’t worth your time,<br />I’ve just briefed my pain, please understand, this ain’t a crime.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127730451462429992003-09-11T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:48:44.080+03:00Fatal Attraction<u>Fatal Attraction</u><br />(11/09/2003)<br /><br />It was fatal attraction,<br />There was a connection,<br />But, I lied to myself,<br />Rejected and put your love on the shelf.<br /><br />You were not good enough for me,<br />My mind kept saying,<br />In fear of what the world might say,<br />I lied to my heart and now I suffer in pain.<br /><br />I'm phasing up and down my room,<br />With a painful void, stabbing my dome,<br />Your loving eyes I suddenly remember,<br />Wish I could call you and tell you,<br />How much I love you tender.<br /><br />I've never felt this way before,<br />This feeling had never been this strong afore,<br />I love the way you make me smile,<br />It's strange how you feel like a part of my life.<br /><br />I can take it no more,<br />This feeling I have within,<br />is taking my life's very core,<br />Tell me you love me once more,<br />And I promise I will never say no.<br /><br />I'm crossing my fingers like it's a disease,<br />I'm down on my knees and begging God please,<br />I'm ready to surrender, ready to surrender,<br />No more shall I use my fender.<br /><br />Hear my silent stare, read my mind,<br />I'm sorry that I was so blind,<br />The one thing that I wanted most,<br />Was the one thing that my sight lost,<br />Now I'm standing right before your face,<br />Take me in your arms before I slip away.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127732432994342262003-09-01T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:48:06.066+03:00The 19’s Syndrome<u>The 19’s Syndrome<br /></u><br />Last few months of my teenage years,<br />How have I spent it? what have I done?<br />Was it boring or was it fun?<br />The blood that pumped in me at 13,<br />reduced it's pressure when I realized that,<br />being a teenager really does suck.<br /><br />Adventures, conventions and trying out stuff,<br />Love, Lust, Sex, Vodka and Puff,<br />Sneaking round places to do what the world shouldn’t see<br />Brought out the woman and the heroine,<br />In the lil girl people knew and wanted me to be.<br /><br />Bulimia and Anorexia, went through that,<br />Making up, breaking up, living up, done that.<br />The bad, the good, the ugly and the shameful, faced em.<br />There’s nothing more I can expect, coz there’s nothing more left.<br /><br />The punks, the drunks the dudes and the hunks,<br />I was daring enough to mess around without arousing their funk,<br />Never chilling, ever fizzing, kicking back and having fun,<br />There were a few times I’ve sworn "SON OF A GUN"<br /><br />7 darn years of ups and downs, following my neck,<br />Been to the depths of hell and back,<br />But, I've survived it all and that’s a fact,<br />I've been there, done that, in the phase,<br />When lil girls are known to be as wild as cats.<br /><br />The sluts, the nerds and the women of the wild,<br />One time or another have been my guide,<br />I take the opportunity to thank em all,<br />For helping me to stand up straight and tall.<br /><br />I’ve done what I want to do and been what I want to be,<br />Heard what I shouldn’t hear and seen what I shouldn’t see,<br />Done what I shouldn’t do and spoken what I shouldn’t speak,<br />Guess I’m ready to say good bye, to the sweet sorrows of my teenage life,<br />Without regret, I’d gladly accept the 20 something coming by.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - Forever © Gobblezygook, All Rights Reserved.</div>Gobblezygookhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17290786646846961793noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-17135006.post-1127730359938338442003-08-25T13:00:00.000+03:002006-01-13T16:46:57.080+03:00The Last Puff<u>The Last Puff</u><br />(25/08/2003)<br /><br />Stop me now or stop me never,<br />Love me now or love me never<br />I hate the world I see,<br />Show me love and set me free<br />I'm bound, I'm chanined, set me free,<br />I got paradise in my hands,<br />I'l drown in it and sink to the promised land,<br />I'm tired of fighting,<br />I'm tired of pain,<br />I'm letting go, I'm letting go,<br />I can take it no more.<br />Don't offer you hand now,<br />You had your chances to show me how,<br />much I'm worth and how much you cared,<br />It's too late now just let me leave.<br />In my own paradise, just let me be.<br />You never listened,<br />You never cared,<br />Now you question, how could I dare,<br />To take my life in to my hands,<br />It's not my fault,<br />This puff's a snare.<br />I'm sorry Love, Ma and Pa,<br />I gotta go now,<br />I can hang in no more,<br />The candle in front of me is flickering,<br />And my fragile bones are aching, aching,<br />Ahhh....the feeling......<br />It's taking me high for the very last time,<br />Higher and higher,<br />Feels like I'm flying,<br />Adios, my little hiding place,<br />You may never see me again,<br />Hey Spikes, thank you for the puff,<br />I don't hate you for getting me hooked on this stuff,<br />I fill my lungs with another and another,<br />I could feel myself go down the gutter,<br />My vision is blurred so I close my eyes,<br />My eyelids close for the very last time,<br />When tomorrow comes, don't cry for me,<br />I value your tears no more,<br />Just pray for my soul to rest in heaven,<br />Rest in peace for ever more.<br /><br />(Gobblezygook)<div class="blogger-post-footer">2004 - 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