The Last Puff

The Last Puff
(25/08/2003)

Stop me now or stop me never,
Love me now or love me never
I hate the world I see,
Show me love and set me free
I'm bound, I'm chanined, set me free,
I got paradise in my hands,
I'l drown in it and sink to the promised land,
I'm tired of fighting,
I'm tired of pain,
I'm letting go, I'm letting go,
I can take it no more.
Don't offer you hand now,
You had your chances to show me how,
much I'm worth and how much you cared,
It's too late now just let me leave.
In my own paradise, just let me be.
You never listened,
You never cared,
Now you question, how could I dare,
To take my life in to my hands,
It's not my fault,
This puff's a snare.
I'm sorry Love, Ma and Pa,
I gotta go now,
I can hang in no more,
The candle in front of me is flickering,
And my fragile bones are aching, aching,
Ahhh....the feeling......
It's taking me high for the very last time,
Higher and higher,
Feels like I'm flying,
Adios, my little hiding place,
You may never see me again,
Hey Spikes, thank you for the puff,
I don't hate you for getting me hooked on this stuff,
I fill my lungs with another and another,
I could feel myself go down the gutter,
My vision is blurred so I close my eyes,
My eyelids close for the very last time,
When tomorrow comes, don't cry for me,
I value your tears no more,
Just pray for my soul to rest in heaven,
Rest in peace for ever more.

(Gobblezygook)

Fire, Wind & Water

Fire, Wind & Water
(05/07/2003)

See me as a blazing fire,
Light me up and watch me blaze,
Blaze with me,
Lets play with the flames,
I swear I won’t let u burn away,
Just in case, you begin to burn,

See me as the pouring rain,
To cool you from the burning flames,
I’ll sprinkle water, I’ll stop the flames,
I might make you wet,
But, not drenched,
Just in case, if you’re soaking wet,

Then see me as the blowing wind,
I’ll blow over you and make you dry,
I’ll tickle your skin and calm you mind,
Don’t fret, Don’t leave,
Hush…..Don’t speak,
I didn’t mean to make you freak,
It’s just my emotions running wild,
It’s just a dose of Fire Wind and Water, very mild,
Hush…… Don’t speak, don’t ever speak..

(Gobblezygook)

Every Time You Pass Me By

Every Time You Pass Me By
(25/06/2003)

I see those eyes,
I see that smile,
But, I pretend not to notice you,
Each time you pass me by.

You looking at me,
I can see….
But, I’m looking down,
Coz I can’t bear to see…
Those fiery, piercing eyes,
Looking through me.

You are only human,
Why am I fretting?
I question myself,
But, I can’t figure out,
Is it love at first sight?
Or physical attraction,
I can’t decide.

My mind’s messed up,
And my heart just stops,
How long can I bear?
This pain that resides….
Deep within my heart,
Penetrating my soul and,
Tearing my veins…..

Every time you pass me by..

(Gobblezygook)