Monday, March 22, 2004

Closure

Closure
(22/03/2004)

I’ve closed the doors,
I’ve shut the gates,
I’ve left my past behind,
I’ve walked far away.

I’ll never turn back,
I’ll never regret,
I’ll never turn around,
And find my way back,

I’ll bravely look ahead of me,
It’s closure, closure, closure indeed,
The thoughts of revenge, which were ruling my head,
They’ve drowned away and are almost dead.

A new day, a new beginning,
A bright smile on my face a beaming,
My mind at peace, my heart at ease,
This is paradise, the world I seek.

I’ve forgiven my self for the wrong I did,
I bless those who dug my grave.
To my past, a humble farewell I bid,
I’ve got a future ahead of me to pave.

Don’t try to knock me down again,
You’ll only cripple yourself in pain,
My iron gates are too strong, too heavy,
So don’t waste your strength in vain.

Adios to my old life, adios to all my pain,
Closure, closure, is the name of the game.
Don’t give up, play it bold and strong,
One day you’ll realize that you’ve finally won.

(Gobblezygook)

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Insanity

Insanity
(18/03/2004)

I loved you then, I love you still,
I never told you & I never will,
Lost forever I will be,
In my own little world, wild and free.

In my eyes, men are toys,
But you were never one of em boys,
I feared your eyes, your smile, your touch,
Your smile so rare, that meant so much.

At the height of insanity I ran away,
Coz it hurt to see you drift away,
In a loveless cycle I got trapped,
With my own insanity I got stabbed.

I hate you so for ripping my soul,
I hate you more for letting me go,
Never will I forgive your actions,
Do something to stop this crazy attraction.

Expensive fantasies, Congo Safaris, I ask for none,
Just your intense heart bleeding on my palm,
Your mind, making me surrender.
Exciting me & showing me wonders.

I am the vicious princess Scorpio,
That’s all I am to you.
Take a second to see through me,
Like I see through you.
And capture the radiance of what I feel for you.

Insanity rises when I hear your voice.
I wish you were invisible in my sight,
I wish I could seduce you in to my life,
But I’ve lost my powers over you,
Please HELP, save this dying soul.

(Gobblezygook)